OJ aka ‘mom’ is in the hospital. last night during the game she got kneed in her side. we all thought she was gonna be okay, but she had trouble breathing and peed out blood. she bruised her kidney and had some internal bleeding. i’m really glad her gf took her to the hospital, cause she wasnt going to go. she’s gonna be alright, but it was really scary for a moment. i just got back from visiting her. i made her a card. she’s doing well :]
so today we went to jo’s highschool to watch the boys team play, and maybe get some numbers. even though they’re like 17. whatever. so we met them, then drove back and went to mcdonalds. and the team they played were there. turns out their school is like, right around the corner from us. and we were really fucking rude in the crowd, especially cause one kid had like, a bowl cut, and everytime he did something we were like “duck, duck BOWL CUT!” anyways, we flirted/messed around with them and their coach, who was really chill and had a good sense of humor. and we sped past them on the highway and waved.
needless to say, we’re all friending some of them. it’s midnight. i havent done any homework. it was worth it.
have you ever thought you liked someone. and after you don’t seem them for awhile, you see them again and they’re just eh? i mean he’s still totally fuckable i definitely do not like him like i used to. it was just a passing crush. but then again, maybe it’s cause we haven’t had a real talk in a while. we did kinda have one at 2am the other night cause either of us could sleep, but it was mostly us bitching about not being able to sleep. i still want to be his friend though. he’s a cool dude.
also, is what i’m doing bad? i realize bonnie is all Christian-y and looks down upon this and wants me to respect myself blah blah blah, and normally that stuff doesnt phase me. but for some reason, it did. maybe cause it’s just bonnie, and i love that girl to death, so i listen/cares about what she says. sigh.
it was rumored that theres to be a fire drill tonight at 2.
so im staying up waiting for it. but i would like it to come soon so i can, ya know, shower and go to bed. i also heard it was sometime in the next two weeks, but heard from multiple people that its today/morning/night/whatever. gah. just hurry up. if it doesnt happen by 215, i’ll just take a shower in the morning cause i’ll be too paranoid to take one.
i honestly and truly wonder why i hate sleeping. am i afraid i’m going to miss something? do i not like staying still? or is it because i’m afraid of where my mind will wonder off to? either way, i’ve had forever to do my homework, and i havent started until now. and i thought, “good, this’ll keep me awake.”